the funny thing called me

its hard to admit it but i just ain't feeling okay right now...
even with all the happiness i seems to be showing.
i don't know where i'm hurting...
seriously
i mean my heart want to go right,but my souls want to go left
i hate the fact that im just making people happy but not me...
there ain't nobody,i mean nobody, can really know what i feel
not my family,not my friends,not even the girl i used to call the love of my life
im not hating life and i ain't complaining about why im put here on this earth...
all i ever wanted in my life ever was somebody out there to help me...
be there for me,love me and never hurting me
somebody like you
i love you but you ain't going to be there
so why hang on false hopes?

"Everytime i fall,there is just nobody to hold me there..."