what is love?

what is love?
a definition which i never seems to find the right one
i mean every time i see a couple snuggling with each other,i could see that fire in them...
from there,there is love between them
for all my sixteen years i been searching for the right path to walk on...
and yet i stood wandering into the darkness
i mean what is it anyway?!
every time i stared at the ceiling of my bedroom half dead thinking about it all the time...
searching for the one is like finding a gem out of the rocks...
its shinning vibrantly but yet hidden under the darkness of the rocks
all i ever wanted was acceptance into a family which i belong,one which loves me,and one that takes care of me like a piece of heaven
all i ever wanted from a girl was the acceptance of who i am...
forget about me being in eury,forget about me being a band major and forget about my academic excellence in school,would she still loves me?
someone who has the guts to slap me in the face whenever i being too much and also someone who loves me for who i am,even how short or wacky i am
it ain't going to be easy but everybody got to try right?
but not me...
the rejections i had felt all this years ain't gonna heal itself no more
its just an open wound
and every night is gonna be a painful one
as the pain inside of me put me to sleep
i just need somebody


"Sometimes the people we choose to forget can't be forgetton..."