wow! didn't know working as a kendarat at a malay wedding was going to be tough...
legs aching,back hurting,eyes heavy...
its like a never ending thing with me
not to mention that i got to work for two days straight
WOAH!
but anyway at least the reward are great
but one thig is definitely sure
I DO NOT WANT TO EAT ANOTHER PLAT OF NASI BRIYANI!!
kinda sick of it really
and yes,i made a lot of new friends there too
and of course my eyes wandered about looking at hot girls around...
hahhaha! just kidding

ouh well now here i am early in the morning at 8a.m.
alone and self absorb with all that surrounds me
another busy day ahead
but one thing for sure
today i want to rest
and i am definitely not going out
yeshyesh its true!!

but somehow after graduation and all that i seems to be feeling lonely and sad and empty inside
seeing the pictures and the fun they had without me,
it made me feel so unwanted
as if they don't need me at all
like i am just another shadow
haiz
all of them seems to be having someone by their side at least for them to accompany them
all except me
i just wish that there is just someone there out there that can be there
i need you!
i just do not know what to do now...

"The funny thing is,i am so much better without you but yet
my heart say otherwise..."