Thursday, January 28, 2010

I feel so shitty of myself right now
everyone has someone to fall on but me
i was going to fall all the down to the bottomless pits
nobody ever gonna stand in front of a bullet for me
nobody gonna commit suicide for the sake of me
nobody
i feel so alone right now as if the world was ever empty
my insides very hollow
like a hole was punched through my heart
if there is ever anyone out there who can hear me out right now
i will gladly love them for who they are
crying in silents has been more and more painful each time around
im dying
seriously unconscious in the deep sea
somebody please help
please