Tuesday, November 17, 2009

aint not going to be the same again...

well,graduation was a blast!
turned out better than expected and damn was it sad to leave this school...
i ain't kidding when i say that i really got the urge to cry...sobsob!!
it ain't going to be easy to leave such good friends behind...
the real people who were responsible for my growth to the man i am now...
i am really thankful for everything for the things you guys have done for me...
and hopefully all my mistakes can be forgiven and please don't lose contacts right?
hahahas sincerely gonna miss you guys...

anyway after graduation went out with yazid for the ducktours interview...
$1800 per month,4 hours per day?
not bad actually
but damn was the competition was fierce
many came from all around singapore to apply
ain't gonna put my hopes high but lets all pray hard and hope very the hard for the best...
then we apply at three different starbucks...
woah my fingers are aching from writing all those applications forms
haizhaiz
anyway lastly we went to apply for Toy'sauras
that's a total of five applications today!!!
wow...

anyway,had a really man to man talk with yazid about relationships and myself...
it was worthwhile, and it really hit me damn hard on my heart...
somehow he was right in what he said...gotta admit that it was all true and right for all the right reasons...
gonna take time for me to really absorb what he told me today and whole lot of reflections...
its hard to swallow the truth but all of us had to do what we gotta do...
people are better judges than ourselves...
right now i gotta the time to really think about what i am going to do in the future and the beyond...
it's gonna be hard and takes time, but for the what i am achieving for,it's all worth it...

"Stop staying in the past because it ain't gonna stay with you..."